@sadmanagain, I am very sorry to read what you are going through. It’s just awful seeing someone you love circling the drain with ptsd and AUD. There is nothing you can do and that’s just so heartbreaking.

I had tried to help a friend and she drank herself to death. I had to walk away from a few people because they choose to embrace their addictions/alcoholism. It is traumatizing to witness. Go to an alanon meeting, there are many who will sympathize with your pain.: