I cry....

It's so easy to cry after glutamate rebound from ket being relieved, from my meds.. diazepam, pregabalin, olanzepine, atenolol, dexedrine.

My mom gave me a bracelet - It said "Someday when the pages of my life end, I know that you will always be one of the most beautiful chapters. Always keep me in your heart for you are always in mine. Nothing and nobody, not even time will ever change that. Mother and Son Forever Linked Together".

I don't want her to die, or my dad. But they will die eventually, soon maybe who knows. I don't understand death of close ones (Never in my life). So it's going to be so sad that Idk what I'll do.