Drank coffee at work.. Did so much work, non-stop from 9am-12pm. I wouldn't be able to do that much work without 3x trinity stims (Dex, nicotine, caffeine).

I came home, got everything out of the way (Shower - Which took literally 2 minutes, shaving, etc).. Refilled med box..

Little sket (Not the alcohol-like rket), and mood is verryyy good. Clear minded, talked to the autist friend. The acid made her depressed. But I comfort depressed people (As I know what it's like).

Now.. to attend to the goals and TODO list.. Although I should relax a bit.. Never usually in a flow state.. During the glutamate rebound yesterday, I was assembling a table for my mom, and fingers hurt from twisting the Alan key etc.. I was like "Why am I constantly a slave.... I could build pyramids all by myself like I might as well..". No one knows how it's like to be a real slave.. But we're all slaves though - To the suffering of life (Especially when you have high dynorphin pain sensitivity in schiz/PTSD brain).

But anyways, afternoon Dexedrine, pregabalin too.. It will be a magical day. I got the fax for all med refills (So no worries).. Probably will watch some corruption news for a bit... (To be more aware, every day.. Of our decaying world economy.. Like 50%+ Americans are living pay check to pay check.. Holy F...).