I'm not really restricting. At least not really I don't think. I'm just going long periods of time in between eating. I don't know if that counts or not And I'm eating a lot of rice cakes and drinking a lot of Diet Cokes and water. My new stomach med causes increased thirst though. Like I bought 6 gallons of water today because I'm craving so much water and our tap water makes me sick.

Yesterday night until mid morning today I kinda was restricting.

I'm trying to get up the energy to get a tablespoon of peanut butter but I have no energy and I just want to sleep. Plus it pisses my mom off when I eat peanut butter that way. She has fully caught on now to the things I do. Its actually better to sleep through dinner instead.

My mom just *****ed at me about food and how my ED is getting worse and how I need to work on it in therapy.

I really want to go to Perkins and buy a bunch of pies and other desserts but I know I won't eat any of them.