I'm so afraid for our life. Everything is getting bad fast. I want to stay in the airbnb here and get medi-cal again and go back to our DID therapist. He feared for our life if we didn't get disability. We left thinking he was wrong, but he was correct.

There is an inner war happening in our system. Some alters want to sell our car and make us homeless in the wilderness. Some want to live in our car in the wilderness. And a few such as myself want to stay here at the airbnb, get medi-cal again and go back to our DID therapist who wants to help us get disability. I just don't know what to do. It's only a matter of time before the next alter fronts and god knows who it will be.