I woke up at 1AM and I ate a bowl of those little star pastas and a pretzel roll and then I fell back asleep from 4 until 7:30. I had a hard time pulling myself out of bed and it feels like an octopus is sitting in my stomach and it feels like stuff is getting stuck in my throat when I swallow, even water. I am glad I got that gastro appointment for tommorow. I am just tired today and I am legit not hungry today either. I'm not restricting. My mom gave me a super hard time about food last night. My sister and brother in law are really going to be wearing her out with watching the kids all next week yet she gets mad at me because I don't like eating steak anymore. Idk. I think shes just overwhelmed. She even admitted my sister and bil are asking a lot of her.

I feel like I should be doing stuff but its not like anyone else in my house is busy. I'm zoned out in front of the TV. My mom is zoned out in the other room watching HGTV. My brother is still sleeping. Next week is very busy anyways

I took a 45 minute nap. I'm still exhausted. Tums aren't working. I've had 7. Everything I eat gives me massive heartburn. I'm below both my food and water goal. I just want to sleep the rest of the day.