Yes she had finished her 1st drink about 15 minute's before, it is a commonality when conversations go this way . I hate this so very much, we were supposed to spend our lives together.
3 years ago she gave me so much love and I returned it, it was amazing. I'm so sad and hurt that this is happening , that this awful illness is tearing us apart . That it's so bad that she is choosing ending this . I miss the woman I fell in love with as she is a stranger now who looks just like my wife .
I know her struggle is real . So is mine and having all of this taken away before my eyes while I watch helplessly is so depressing. I am very sad today .

I still haven't slept in the new bed yet ...still clinging to the old bed because it's near her even if we are miles apart. I'll probably start sleeping in it soon . It's just a reminder that it's over.

Focus on the positive....Home inspection Tuesday