Suicidal thoughts are better--not gone--but better. But stupid self harm thoughts increased 100 fold. I feel like I am constantly managing symptoms which impair my living a good, fulfilling life, and since I mostly don't know what to do about them, I just try to hang in there until they pass, which kind of works, but only for so long. At least the psychosis has been good lately. Still supposed to start a new antidepressant. Waiting to hear from my insurance if they will approve it. Don't know why it is taking so long.