While in bed before getting out this morning my mind was filled with dreadful thoughts. Especially for the future, like in a few years from now when I'm pretty old. After breakfast I didn't feel much better emotionally. Today I have been feeling rather gloomy.

In the early morning I did some light shopping. In the late morning I decided to work out despite having a sore back. I was able to do all of the exercises except for the sit-ups. I felt better after the exercising with my back feeling a little bit better and felt better emotionally.

Spring is my least favorite season. I feel depressed a lot. And part of summer, too. Also I feel scared on how time is passing by so quickly.