Feeling alone, but okay with that. My FOO distanced themselves from our mother and her problems. It’s only going to be me to deal with everything. There’s nothing I can do atm. I’m thinking about going there, but I don’t know what there is for me to successfully do for them. It’s a real shyt show. The whole family is having a lot of problems in their own lives. It feels like the world has really gone haywire. I sure have a lot on my plate. Issues with ending marriage, kids health/mental health, parents lives ending badly. It’s in a free fall.

I am handling it all quite well now, doing what I need to do. I am not emotionally dysregulated anymore! I’m not sure what to make of that for me, except that I will never put myself in the position again to have that happen to me.

So, prayers for us and everyone else.