Bowling was fun, I even got 3 strikes and a bunch of spares , I'm still terrible at it .
We are going to make it a weekly thing 😀 . It felt good hanging out with some friends and enjoying being me and feeling welcome and not like I'm tip toeing over eggshells. It was nice . I picked up some dinner stuff for tomorrow and coffee for her as she was out. I was feeling good.

Of course I got home and all she wanted to talk about was lawyer stuff
and never even said thanks for picking up stuff on the way home and thinking of her.
Sigh now I feel like **** again. At least she didn't accuse me of sleeping with anyone although I bet she's thinking it .