I am shaken up after the other day's events. I never should have tried to confront him about the perjury, and it was a mistake to ask for more money. A vast mistake. Look what happened.. he bullied me, threatened me and tried to scare me all day long with threats of taking me to court. And now? Now I am shaken up over it, just like I used to feel after every instance of abuse with him.

I even am starting to feel like I shouldn't have the 17K he gave me. He accused me of "conning" him.... he told me that his brother thought I had conned him to get that money.

The whole thing is tainted now.