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Originally Posted by Blue_Bird
Have a therapy appointment today. I stopped the abilify and have been off Thorazine for a week. So I’m just on trileptal and Zoloft now, my bf thinks meds aren’t great because they numb emotions. He was on them before too. He’s bipolar. I don’t feel pressured to get off them but he definitely thinks I can just come off them when I feel like it. And that it will be fine. I don’t know. My sleep has been bad since stopping the Thorazine and abilify. And my mood is getting kinda bad. Like I feel like a failure for not having a job etc. it’s not that he’s anti meds or anything he just thinks other things are better. Like having support, weed, etc and tripping (he did lsd a lot)
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The autist psychonaut speed friend I have, we talk about meds and such, and experiment manically with chemicals -
But psychiatric meds are always better - They're the most important for stability. They can numb emotions, but not very much.
I got her off of a speed binge.. Imagine that? - I said (With the bad ADHD), "Ritalin prescription is better", and she's working on that.. Deserves proper help for autism.
If I didn't have background of talking here, being a psychiatric patient, very supportive family etc, I'd be gone.. roaming the streets as "God mad".
No tripping or LSD!! weed etc.. lol.. Nooooo. I don't even do acid.. Too much of a schizy psychedelic, dissociation. I microdose 1/10th - But don't feel the need for psychedelics anymore.
And with the hypersexual mania, I don't judge. I used to be extremely hypersexual (Maybe I was manic, when I think back - But it was cuz of Abilify). It was a years long chemical binge, in the basement.. Eventually, I disconnected from everyone and said "This is stupid". Then I was diagnosed with schiz. I was also on 80mg of Prozac, did manic things in the psych ward - Hung around drug dealers, sociopaths, etc.. No fear. It was a fun experience... But it's over now..
But people must respect the need for meds, with love, etc... There's a point with trippers, where ego is increased - And there needs to be time for a more humble, calm and careful approach, especially with what is said to other people.
You'll beeee fine. I still get reckless.. People always will be. As SP said, "Ride the manic wave", and take it a little more seriously idk
Like a plane, don't fly too high to sun.