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Old Apr 27, 2023, 02:19 PM
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I think sometimes what I would be like off meds. When I was off meds before I was a quiet manic psychotic. Sexual stuff online. Buying drugs online. Writing psychotic thoughts in a journal. Spending a bunch of money on random hobbies and books. Drinking a ton. Self harming. Starving myself.

I mean I’m much better now. I’ve accepted I have to be on medication. I’m better on medication. I’m pretty stable. I have my moments where I’m unwell but hey medication is awesome.

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I’ve accepted that I need meds and I’ve accepted the weight gain but I’m still unhappy with the adhd I’m convinced they caused. This makes me consider a reduction but I also remember that I always felt on edge…like I could break at any moment on a lower dose. I also feel we as humans crave perfection which is unattainable.
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