I’m so sorry you’re experiencing this .

I can relate to this too, sadly.

I went through a period of grieving about the loss of the mother I never actually had but always hoped I had. It still bothers me sometimes but I’m dealing with it in a much healthier way.

My husband has noticed it too, he is very supportive which is helpful.

Do you have someone in your life that you can open up to or vent to about this? It really helped me when I was going through the worst of my grief.