Hey everyone!

I used to be on this forum a lot more years ago, but recent events in my life have taken me away from the computer screen and the factor of time has just lessened my online participation on forums. Since being in jail and rehab, I realized that there were a lot of people that I had hurt which was a direct result of my manic behavior and drunken escapades.

I tried to rectify one of these relationships last night and was met with silence....

I can't expect this person to forgive me or even talk to me, but I was hurt that they ignored me.

It's just another consequence of my destructive behavior that I am so ashamed of and yet another person who doesn't want to speak to me or accept my apology.

This sucks, but I have to realize I can't change people I can just change myself.

Sigh ~ Thanks for reading.

Lady Shadow