I am so very, very sorry that you have been and still are being treated so heartlessly and coldly by others. How awful!

None of us here are psychologists or anything like that but we try to offer each other compassion and understanding, encouragement and consolation. In my time on these Forums I have met many warmhearted and caring people. Sometimes it is only people going through the same or similar tragedies who are able to be really understanding.

Those who are not burdened with mental illness, physical illness and misfortune just don't seem to get it. And it is a cold, cold world when there is no love in it. Hopefully you will find this site a refuge for you and a place where you can be yourself and be treasured. Please lean on us whenever you are feel low or are distressed. You should not be isolated and alone with your pain.

I am very pleased and honored to meet you and will read whatever you post here. Just wish I knew what to do or say to ease your terrible pain!