Probably true Armorplate108, now thinking about what you said I remember wailing in emotional pain not knowing what else I could do in order to stop it all.Yep,anyways it could've happened, come what may. I feel like I have a cursed existence .Not only that it hurts not having love and acceptance, it also has a domino effect of getting abused by siblings and extended family. When others see parents don't care,they become opportunistic abusers.It just becomes too much to bear as a child..Everyone taking turns to pounce on you.