Back to tomorrow being day one

I couldn't resist the pull of the dilaudid. Whats worse is i stole it. I rationalize that by remembering that it was in the medicine cabinet of my great aunts - but was made to my late uncle. So no one was actively using it right? (right... not an excuse just showing how my pattern of thinking went)

Mom is here to care for baby so I am not stupid enough to endanger him or care for him while im up.

I missed this. Its going to be hard to quit again. Tomorrow is day one. Im sorry I let you all down... im sad about it.