Oh no… I just found out my ex husband is also attending a music event tomorrow night, same as me, and it is to celebrate the life of our friend who just died. My heart is already racing and my anxiety is running high. I want to go because it’s important to me to be there. But I’m nervous. And Jay will be there too... I don't want any incidents occurring, and I certainly don't want my ex approaching me OR Jay about anything. UGH!!!! I am going, there is no way I am not going, but this is going to royally suck.