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Old May 02, 2023, 09:01 PM
golden retriever golden retriever is offline
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Member Since: May 2023
Location: texas
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Hi I have never been on a site like this before but thought i might give it a try. I am 21 years old and my expectations of how my life would be at this time are not being met. I always thought going to college would mean meeting friends, going to parties, gaining independence, and growing up. my parents recently sent me home becasue I was failing my classes. I understand why this happened but now I have no friends, I have gained a bunch of weight, and have honestly stopped caring about a lot of things that used to be super important to me. I used to care a lot about my image. I would wear make up, do my hair, and try to look nice everyday. Now i dont even brush my hair. I used to care so much about having friends and now I just want to be alone all the time. I feel like now I have less independence than I did in high school. I feel like I can not wake up when I want, eat what I want, say what I want, Or dress how I want. My parents constantly bring me down and tell me im ugly, that no one likes me, and that im too unintelligent to be a normal member of society. I have no money, no friends, and no motivation. i just feel so devastated by what I have done with my life. I always imagined I would be beautiful, skinny, have lots of friends, and most importantly be working on my future at this time in my life. nothing is how I imagined and im heartbroken.