I began catastrophizing when I logged into my university's portal and I no longer was a registered user. Then I remembered there's a different system where the grades are, etc.

I've always had this doubt/delusion that I'm not actually a student there, that no one there actually cares about me, etc.

I guess I have to realize that I'm writing my thesis right now.

And that has taken some time but whatever.

I guess I have to cut myself some slack.