im trying! thank you.

i just noticed---i feel more real than i used to. i'm healthy now.

:-)

life is very hard though! i am very exhausted!!! i meant to be zen today and i sort of achieved it, but mostly i was just too burned out to get worked up.

22 year marriage anniversary is nigh. been separated almost a year too. i was sad to lose something that had been in place so long and so much put into it.

with all this space and time from him...ive gained much common sense.

whew.