Maybe it wasn't psychosis - But I like the Invega. What does that mean? Just cuz it's a tranquilizer?

When I listen to music in the morning, it's not the same. The magic is gone.

I need some type of med that makes it like how I feel right before I go to bed. It's probably a serotonergic med - But I can't take those cuz my heart is too sensitive to them.

I don't want to take psychedelics much anymore - Cuz my neuroplasticity is pretty skewed already + they also give me heart palps.

The nighttime heart palps have been gone for a few months now though.