This day is just starting as of now and I'm already feeling depressed and stressed. My only friend left town this morning for a week to go on a small cruise. In my opinion I feel like he shouldn't go. He's not in great shape physically. I already miss him.

It seems like the place I'm living at is going wonky lately. We're getting all kinds of messages from the manager about people disobeying proper rules in a lot of ways. I don't feel like I'm guilty of those items but the heavy messaging about it makes me feel that I am. I told my friend about it a couple of days ago and says that it could be a sign that the apartment complex could be up for sale. That's probably why the pressure is on.

I just came back from grocery shopping and it cost more than I thought it would. And then I had to deal with a crazy remodeling project going on at the store.

I'm feeling like my nice world (for what little there is left of it) is heading for a collapse.