The topic about past extended reminder being taken away was brought up again today. I really hate talking about it. It's one of the few things from my history with L that still stings. Actually, the only thing I can think of right now. I just don't think any processing will make it better. We can't go back and change it. And I understand why it had to end. It's just that she rushed me to give it up. She says she told me it was temporary, but I have absolutely no memory of it. I believe her still. It just hurts.
Are there just somethings in therapy/life that just won't heal no matter how much it is processed?
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