I agree with @Pinny!

Start making art... start working towards your dream of being in Antartica. If you learn that you can't move or work there, then what about planning a vacation or trip to Antarctica?

The only way to achieve goals and dreams is to work towards them, and to take action steps. The only way to feel like you're living your life to the fullest is to be proactive about the things you enjoy doing and want to do. So, do it.... don't sit passively back wishing... that will lead to nowhere. Begin by buying art supplies - get excited! This is YOUR life and you can do with it whatever you please.