I’m still sleeping beside mom almost a year after brother’s passing. I know it comforts her. Last night, she had the tv blaring ALL night long as she is hard of hearing. I slept poorly and am just tired and crabby today. I’ve got lots to do today and I’m really dragging. Starting tonight, I’m going back to my own bedroom. She’s got her terrier that sleeps with and snuggles up with her. I feel mean and selfish but I’m desperate for consistent adequate sleep. It’s been a long, sleep deprived year.

Today is my daughter’s birthday. I won’t get to see her until the 20th when we’ll celebrate my birthday, her birthday, mom’s birthday and Mother’s Day. Next Sunday, my niece graduates from college so that day will be about her.

I hope everyone has a peaceful day.