I am sorry. It’s not easy.

I married at 50 and prior to that men I’ve met were not a good match. My two best girlfriends never been married and they are wonderful people. Many women are married or in relationships but their partners are so awful that I’d rather be alone. They settled for substandard relationships or are too dependent on men to be on their own. You might be better off than these women. At least you don’t need a man and you aren’t stuck in bad marriage.

There’s absolutely nothing wrong with you.