the one thing still keeping me alive is my nephews. i have two nephews, age 3 & 4 1/2. they are so adorable. the younger one is into tractors and machines, which is cool. and they enjoy sports, which is awesome. i go to spend a weekend with them here and there, which isn't much. what i love is hearing them say my name! i can hear it in my head when i'm not around them, and it brings tears to my eyes. thank god for my nephews!