I'm ok but I'm on edge about something thats going to happen. My mom is trying to make it as easy as possible for me, but I'm still kinda a mess about it. I actually don't think she knows how big of a mess I am about this because I don't want to worry her even more. I wish I could inhale a bunch of chocolate cake right now but I just feel like I'm going to throw up from nerves instead. I have therapy tommorow. Shes been pretty helpful lately. Maybe she'll have an idea on how to cope.

I did talk to my mom, well sorta, and we came up with a long list of things that are stressing me out. From Trump to finding a job to even minor things like is my cat overweight or just super fluffy and needs a trip to the groomer. She thinks stress may have caused the ulcer.