I don't know anymore 😔 I am tired of dating, tired of somehow always finding the wrong men. My ex still wants me to "wait for him" although it's obvious that he knows we will never be together. Last one aftee him wanted "just fun" then ghosted me and had audacity to try to contact me again after 6 months of ghosting. This one wants to control me after two dates, and also ghosted me after I said I can't meet him on Saturday because I had plans. He was cemented in belief that in order for us to work we have to meet every few days. I am so tired. Maybe I am the problem as I am the only same factor in all these.
I think at this point I just want to be alone. I am done.