Hi everyone,
I have a problem with taking everyone's advice seriously, like not quite to the point where I'd ask a stranger for advice, just because that would feel extremely uncomfortable in many ways, but I feel like I hear one person's opinion, and I latch onto that opinion, and I cannot detach myself from their opinion very easily. It's like I get an idea in my head and I cannot let go of it.
It's like the feeling that I get when I think "who do I trust?" and I come up empty on that question. I have to remind myself consciously that I can trust myself. But it's really difficult to trust myself because of past psychosis and other decisions I've made, etc.
Anyway, I have a hard time with intuition as well, because sometimes my so-called "intuition" has led me far astray. So I don't know. I guess it's a matter of fine-tuning things a bit. I don't really know what else to do.
Can anyone else relate to this?