i would say getting help would be first step yes every1 goes through a change in life for better or worse ok i have some experience in things like this i dont think it is something to lose your mind over and fear is just anger on its way out doctors will tell you this and that sometimes they dont care cuz your just another paycheck to some of them or there are pill happy desk jockeys who prescribe you anything no matter wht i have no truely helpful advice for you i said all i could for now best of luck to you tc