My niece was sick today so I thought I'd have the morning to get some shopping done. Then I figured I didn't really need anything until Thursday besides Lunchables and bottled water. I had therapy and it went decently. We came up with some good coping skills to help me deal with my anxiety and stress. Physically today my stomach hurt until I took some tylenol before therapy. I just feel weird today and I didn't eat much but I've had enough at least to me and how I've been feeling. I did buy some non alcoholic peanut butter beer and some other kinda N/A beer today. Idk. I just want to sleep right now.

I keep gaining weight despite my loss of appeite and my stomach is huge right now. I don't even know what doctor to go to for this. I've cut back on my water intake because I was having urinary retention. I keep telling myself I can handle this on my own. But its getting more intense each day.