Dear T,
Of course, I wanted to ask if you thought I wanted that from you, not just ex-MC and the Teacher. But I wasn't going to do that with 10 minutes left (see, I've learned!) It's interesting that you said you wrote that in your notes a few times but hadn't said it. And actually admitted that you were "nervous" sharing it with me. Which it part of what makes me wonder if you think I'm looking for that from you as well.

I wonder if you're expecting me to email tonight? I realize this is also not something that would be good to discuss over email. And I feel OK about it. I mean, even if you do think that, you seem to still be accepting me.

And I do feel a bit awkward about the other thing I shared, but I trust that you're truly OK with it. And like I said, that's something I learned 4 years ago. I can't un-know it.

Love,
LT