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Originally Posted by Desoxyn
My dad doesn't understand my suicidal thoughts, but I said that I'd let him or my mom know (When it gets too bad) - He felt suicidal, living in Guatemala, thought of wanting to jump off the apartment complex.. Cuz his family was stolen..
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I still want to go back to Guatemala.. that would be the best time ever... Just some songs, I have a playlist named "Guatemala", and it always reminds me every so often... Probably the best time of my life. 3 weeks - Almost a month, right after I attempted suicide. My dad.. he must have thought "'My dad pays for the food' - And step dad flips out, attacks him?" - That must have been a really defining moment for him, for everyone...... I didn't even mean to cause such destruction and then connection... I was just being loyal to my real dad lol..
