What a nightmare, today's volunteer shift
One of the cats got way up high above the cages and I couldn’t get to her, I tried standing on something to reach and grab her but she kept screaming and hissing and biting, eventually I had one of the employees come in and get her down. I got scratched. It's not super bad but I just am gonna keep an eye on it just in case it gets infected.
Then there was the trio of kittens and I couldn’t find one of them to put back in their cage, like I had two of them but couldn’t find the third. It was hiding inside the cabinet. I literally panicked and thought I had somehow lost one of them.
I have been dissociating ever since due to stress. I'm worried I didn't do a good enough job cleaning their cages and whatnot because of the first cat being such a nightmare to deal with it kind of threw me off and I panicked and dissociated. She really is sweet she was just scared I think, she's new.
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
Diagnosis:
Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type
PTSD
Social Anxiety Disorder
Anorexia Binge/Purge type
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