I don't handle stress well at all. Even when I'm not stressed this happens sometimes. I don't know if I'll be able to handle going back to college right now. I'm barely managing to cope with stress and anxiety over the volunteering once a week. I am always paranoid that I'll do something wrong or that they'll get rid of me because I'm not good enough or not doing a good enough job. Just this little thing today sent me into full blown dissociation and panic and crying and wanting to myself. My brain tries to protect itself and disconnects but then that just makes things even worse