I'm feeling a better lately. My social life seems to be picking up a little bit, which is what I was hoping for. It feels scary. Like I'm being set up for some kind of a big fall. My mind has always worked that way. Maybe it's because of what it was like when I was growing up.

My friend has been calling me quite a few times since he's been away which is nice. What I don't understand is that he's on a small cruise and all he talks about is the food & service on the small ship and nothing else. He hasn't been off to explore any of the places where the ship stops at like others have. All along I thought it wasn't a good idea for him to go on that trip because he can't see & hear well and has other health issues.