The world has gone mad and is compatible with manic-depression and psychosis. Eventually it'll be compatible with ADHD.
In the dark corners of the alleyway, a woman - Drunk and high on multiple Chinese fentalogues, stumbles and dissociates - On her way to... Yknow.
And so, .. Any possible reality I can imagine - How it is.. Drinking hot soup on a cold, rainy day, talking with loved ones, watching the storm, talking about work etc..
What's it all, really. Do I want to be energetic, figure out the deepest realities behind the curtain of every day consciousness.. Or be calm, look inward, finding divinity in that way..
I'm not sure. Maybe it has to be both, to just live.. I'd write about it all, ketamine myself into a God, creating my own realities.. I want to see it all TBH. But of course, there's immense horrors and disturbing things... Idk if I will be able to handle it - No one can.. I'm a good person..
Defeat evil, that's what good people do.. That's what.. But it's important to learn, experience, observe, and play... Feelings of euphoria? Genius? Love? All things.. everything.. I've felt the most negative and disturbing emotions already.
What I have to say, is.. the truth. The truth sets you free - But do I really care, being an idealist? It's a mixed up thing... I'll figure it out.. All religions are true yknow, all one God, within ourselves and every divine particle or simulated pixel - 1's and 0's, hyper calculated through electrical wires, sent through the depths of outer space.. Communication signals. Some drunk entity will read this in many centuries, and think "This person, I will astral project into - And end this post with one word..
Enjoy".
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