Dear T,
Hope that email wasn't a mistake. I was very clear in what I was looking for, so hopefully you can use that as a guide. And it's been over a month since I emailed, so I doubt you'd be annoyed at all. I guess I just feel a bit vulnerable. But I was crying in the car (and slightly on my walk--thank you, sunglasses!) because I realized I'm afraid to be honest, not wanting to rock the comfortable boat we've been on lately. And I know that's not the way to do therapy. So I hope this leads to someplace OK and ideally helpful. The parallel I noticed between what I feared you would be thinking and what my mom would have thought seems significant. Maybe I actually partly have maternal transference for you? Wonder how you'd feel about *that*?

Love,
LT