Yeah I can see that we genuinely care for each other and are willing to support each other. She has been with me when I've faced some health struggles, and she stood with me, took care of me and there was no judgement from her side. This is something I deeply appreciate about this person - she is accepting of me with all imperfections and I also feel that I can be accepting, I do not see her as 'damaged goods'. But her bringing it up a couple of times - whether I'm gonna leave her cause of health issues and that i'm getting a 'broken person' eventually made me wonder what if it Does make sense for me to find someone without these issues. As you wrote, things like that can change so I think I'd rather focus on how we feel and support each other and how we can grow together. Thank you for your comment