you know i was reading this and from my view there is no reason to sorta hide from her you were concerned i bet that made feel a bit better knowing that somebody actually worried about her for a change and a simple way to let her know how you feel after that meeting would be just to explain that you feel this way becuase of the awkwardness or w/e at the last meeting and i am sure with her line of work she would be more then willing to sit down and chat with you maybe not at that time becuase she was becoming to emotional but thats because she probably felt she was also un perfessional which is a big thing for most people but sitting there with thoughts of such sorts just bottled up is not good express your self with her if you can