I. Feel. Amazing. Not hypomanic or manic, just NORMAL. ECT is worth the pain. I’m so glad I “gave up” and did it. Now I’m just going to make sure to listen to the ECT dr and take her recommendations for maintenance.

It’s definitely a pain in my *** but if it gets me functioning again it’s worth it.

The dr wrote me out for the week so I have a free day today. Gotta go grocery shopping and clean up. It’s going to be gorgeous out today so I’ll take a nice long walk as well. Kind of fell off the wagon regarding healthy eating and exercise in the last few days, I just didn’t have it in me. So I’m jumping back on. Didn’t have a great breakfast but whatever.

I’m so glad I have my family here for support. I would have given up on myself a long time ago without them.