I haven't seen nor talked to you since Feb 3rd. That last appointment was filled with frustration. I had nothing to say and you kept pointing out how quiet I was. I just wanted to scream at you for neglecting your duties as a psychiatrist.
On May 10th I dropped the medical records at the ACTT office as you requested.
This record review has the potential to break our relationship. I'm frustrated with you and the role you had in what happened. How you went along with believing my father was an alcoholic and abuser, and that I came from a chaotic and dysfunctional family because I grew up in an isolated First Nations community in northern Canada. You believed I went through SA as a child, but I did not.
You were the attending on-call during one of my admissions. You authorized it. Your name is on the documents.
How can I not feel frustrated and betrayed?
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Dx: Didgee Disorder
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