I can't stand living here any longer .... no one wants to buy it because of the state of the country/prices etc ..... seriously thinking of going bankrupt, starting again and renting .... i am slowly becoming more depressed, it is too small, there are too many adults living here with their friends always here (which is normal obviously for teens)i just have no inspiration, no ambition, my writing has evaded me, i just want to sleep, but the dreams are hideous, normal everyday things are overwhelming me ........sorry, not being much help to anyone else right now ...... i know i should be grateful for a roof over my head, but it is absorbing all our money, we have nothing left at the end of month
and when Tony was made redundant we went onto interest only payments ...... it is soooo expensive per month ..... i just give up

jin