I wish I could be diagnosed officially, because I just feel like people think I'm nuts. At least if I had a diagnosis I could label what's wrong with me. It seems nearly impossible to be diagnosed in the UK though, unless you are hospitalised due to self injury etc. I've always been terrified of being imprisoned so I've never sought medical help when I've done something bad. At the same time I wouldn't want to get wrongly diagnosed and for it to make things worse.