I also don't think I handled things that well....

I mean, here he was, dealing with his ex texting him at the show the other night, and he's dealt with me having to message back my ex when he's been at my house. And I take off without saying anything to him because I felt hurt that he was treating me more like an acquaintance, being very hands off with me and acting like we're just friends. Then the following day, instead of getting on the phone to discuss things, I retreated and ended things over text.

Not the most mature way to handle things. But I was hurt, and I wanted him to reciprocate my affections at the show, and he wasn't. He was just standing there, apart from me. And then when I messaged him yesterday morning telling him that I think I want more than he does, he says let's talk soon, but doesn't reply to me all day long, leaving me hanging. So, I ended up messaging him again at 4 pm, and by then, I was super frustrated with the lack of response, leading me to end it over text.

Argh. I am just really frustrated. I finally had found someone who loves the same outdoor activities that I do, and who loves the same music as me... two of my biggest passions in life and we matched up. Then we don't match up in terms of what we want. It's not fair... life is not fair, and it drives me nuts.