Yeah the weed, I only smoke once every 1-2 weeks or something. At least I'm not drinking alcohol anymore.. The strain I have now, there's not much problems, but I agree that I should be really careful with it.


When you say "And such", make me think that I'm fooling myself about my whole life right now - Which kind of scares me, and doesn't ground me..


The doctor that I'm seeing is the one that everyone told me not to go back to - But I want to see why he says "You come here, religiously every month, taking the injection". And he thinks I don't have schizophrenia. So I want to see what he says.